confusion
Sometimes I just feel that I am not meant to be in a relationship. Those small nitty gritty stuff gets to me after awhile and it seems so hard for me to trust anyone. I don't think Mr Orange and I are gonna hold out for much longer. He's got so many girls around him and it just doesn't give me a sense of security. Just the other day, Jessica msged him in the middle of the night and asked if he wanted to meet. My phone conked and he loaned me his spare. I can pretty well bet it's not the first time anyway. And on another occassion he had some girl's pic in his phone and he said she sent him her pic. I don't think girls just go around sending pics to their PLATONIC friends. It really sucks. But he asked me not to think astray and said they're long time friends or whatever crap. Why do all these just sound so familiar???? It's like deja vu, all those horrible feelings I felt when I was with Six just came back. I'm so scared of going through all that again. Maybe I should just step away now before I get myself in any deeper or I'd really be screwing myself up then.
posted by xblowfishx @ 11:09 PM
2 Comments:
well I do know of some men that are that way, it dose not mean he is cheating on you. but then again the possibilities are endless with things like this..
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