little hang ups
Things are going ok between Mr Orange and me, I guess. We don't really have arguments and stuff but it just seems that there's this gigantic barrier between us and we're treading on egg shells.I hate this feeling of insecurity. Thought since I'm older now, should've gone way past these things but apparently not. Maybe it happens whenever I become too attached to a person. Someone once wrote, never become too attached to people or things or they'd just screw you up haha. Maybe I'm gonna adopt this philosophy of being detached. It could probably save myself a whole lotta pain in the end.
NN is going back to Jakarta for good. We went shopping on Monday night at Zara and Topshop and just walked & shopped and talked crap the whole night. I think I'm gonna sign up for my bike course. Going to get my bike license and buy me a cute little vespa heh. But I don't think I can park it at my house or my mum and Mr Orange sees it, they will kill me. Vespa vespaaa vespaaa zoom zoom...
posted by xblowfishx @ 2:30 PM
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