RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY

Left or Right?

Sometimes knowing the truth hurts. Maybe doing the right thing is never easy because it certainly feels like hell now. I miss him so much but I know I must not waiver now or I will have to keep going through the same torture over and over again because he will never change. I really thought he was the one I was going to spend the rest of my life with but I guess not. I have been hoping for far too long that he will change but apparently I am wrong. This is a serious misjudgement on my part. But then why am I missing him so much? This really sucks because I just feel like crying and he's out having his fun. Why am I still so stupid? I guess none of us has learnt anything from past experience. He will just keep on doing the things he does and I will just go on loving him. So so dumb. Feels downright terrible now

Dear God, please grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change those I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

posted by xblowfishx @ 11:01 AM