RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY

Does time really heal all wounds?

I don't think time really heals all wounds, at least not now I guess. It's been a whole freakin month and I still don't feel any better. It's such a horrible feeling. Why do I still want to see him? Why do I still miss him? What is wrong with me?

Maybe because all the previous times, I did what my heart told me to do. But this time round, I am going to stick to reason. I can't afford to screw up my life again, not with so much at stake. What am I going to do? Well, it definitely feels like it couldn't get any worse than this right now. I shouldn't have said that... everytime I say it can't get any worse and THOSE JOKERS show me. Right smack in my face. I seriously can't take much more of this, I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Why am I so weak? I MUST. Really. I MUST. I feel so terrible right now. Somebody helpppppp

posted by xblowfishx @ 1:07 PM