RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY

Grey clouds

When will the grey clouds go away? Yep, it's me again and my same silly story. Well...I guess it's me making the grey clouds stay. I contacted him first, yes yes I know I'm weak but... I suppose you know how I feel.

He replied me and we've been texting back and forth these few days. I tried to keep it really platonic but last night he sent me some verse out of Lady Rain. I dont know what to expect anymore really. After all, he is the one who is pushing me away and yet he sends me these messages. I wonder what he is thinking, but most importantly what is it I want. I guess I still have this sense of false hope. But I really don't wanna be in this roller coaster anymore. Maybe he is trying too because recently he's been texting me who he's with, what's he doing and stuff trying to reassure me. I don't mean to dissect everything's that happening but I can't help it. I hate the basket case that I've become.

posted by xblowfishx @ 11:40 PM