RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY

After MCW

I graduated from MCW last Thursday, 04 June 2008. It felt good to finally complete the whole course.

Mum and Dad's anniversary was on 02 June, which was on a Monday. I knew she was going to be down during that day especially, so I planned an evening out for dinner. I brought them to the Happy Restaurant. Kuku, Andy and Raine were there as well. The food there ain't all that great but I just loved that place, it makes me happy.

I guess it's because it brings back happy memories. The person who brought me there was Anna. During our dinner and we were talking, she told me something "because I love myself" and *gasp* reality dawned. Do I not love myself enough? Yes, I do think so. I have not loved myself enough to help myself get out of the pit.

Wahahaha!! I don't know how to explain it. It's like I have just started to truly live life. Of course there are still ups and downs, like now, I am having the flu so I feel crappy. But, I know what I want and what I don't want. Aaaarrrrrrrrrr crap, I don't know what I'm talking about.

Anyway, that night after my presentation, Song came to talk to me. He told me that I needed a business coach, not just one of their coaches but a biz coach. He mentioned that I could approach Kel, then after that he said Kel might be busy and that I could approach him instead if I needed to. I think it's a very nice gesture from him. When I went back to my classmates, all the guys asked what did Song speak to me for. I told them he offered me coaching on the biz and they all looked like they didn't quite believe.

I can't write today, dunno why. So many things to say and yet so blocked. There are some things which I really want to say out but I can't.

I would if I could, now that I can, so I will... :)

posted by xblowfishx @ 10:01 PM