Holiday season
Christmas just passed and the new year is fast approaching. It's been a year, time really flies.There is something about December that evokes this whole spectrum of emotions. At the beginning, the hype and all that rush; running around planning parties and gifts. The adrenaline rush. Then comes Christmas, a feeling of thankfulness, party mode!!, and next the emptiness. The things that should have been and what should have not.
Ste went back to Sydney few days ago to spend Christmas and New Year. Mi manca lui. Spero ancora che domani svegliandomi qualcosa sara' cambiato in me o intorno a me non lo so ma questo qual cosa non arriva mai. I feel very lost. Ho voglia piangere. xoxoxoxo :~(
Thank God for my friends. 2009 is coming and I will live better than him.
PS. I ran into Mr Orange on Christmas Eve's eve. He called me at midnight on Christmas Eve and we talked for awhile. Then on Christmas day, he said Merv called him and asked to go to Dean's place and asked if I wanted to go but I couldn't. 1 day after on 26th Dec, I was out with Billy and we wanted to go to this joint to eat. And guess what, Mr Orange was there with his friends and a she-male, of course.
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