RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY

Sometimes it feels like a joke

I prayed really hard this evening before I left the office and asked God if he could make things work out between me and Ste.

When I was out with Ollie and Lorr, Ollie suddenly looked at me and said I saw Ste. He's with another girl. I turned and I saw him. I wonder why it has to be this way. God wants me to see and get on with my life.

It doesn't feel any better. In fact, I feel so farked up right now.

posted by xblowfishx @ 2:25 AM