Empty
Why do I feel so empty suddenly? I can't explain this void. It's so deja vu, the depression that's dying to kick in. What's wrong with me??Ste came to the office just now and I told him I'm depressed. He asked me why and I told him about Mr Orange. He said, "I don't understand why are you still thinking about him. He cheated on you and that is unforgiveable in a relationship. You have to use logic to think and then block out the feelings." It's really not that easy, yes, I use logic to not get back with him or crawl miserably after him but doesn't mean that I feel any less.
How can I get rid of this horrible feeling? Or do I wanna stay in this forever? Dear God, I'm dying from a broken heart. I was fine for the past few months. What's happening? Please help me to let go and to trust you. I am panicking now. I don't want to panic and I don't want to cry. But at the moment, it really feels like hell. I have to stop contact with him.
Dear God, please give me the strength to go through this. Please give me joy and peace in my heart because I know you are in control dear father. No matter what comes, you are in control and you know what's best for me.
posted by xblowfishx @ 12:16 PM
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